Dated 11-April-2012
Again she is on the same track. In the last week from Monday to Sunday, she was talking to me normally. But after sunday evening, when we met. She was on the same track. I told earliar that she sent me a sms "what if I never get sure about you".At that time ,I asked her, did someone talk to her about me that night. She replied "NO". I listened but not agree with her answer. Because I knew that Nothing happened without the reason. And I was right. The very next day.....I asked her again and she said...."didi kah rhi thi ki apni wajah se uski life kyo kharab kar rhi ho". Yes...this was the reason why did she reply to me like this. Because I knew that when she met me..She was happy...I was feeling that she wanted to say something to me...but something was stopping her.She did not come to office on Monday...Why????? I don't know.But I know that she did not talk to me on monday too. Tuesday was also same for me.Today she was looking happy.But I was not feeling good. I was not enjoying at all.Even when I am with my friend and family then also I was in different mood. She was not going out of my mind.But Now I am realising that she went so far that I could not think about her to come back.45 days passed and she is still able to manage thing without me...And I am thinking ,when after 45 day,she is not thinking to come back then it seems impossible to me that she will come back.Each and every moment of my life, I am remembering her and whenever I thought about her..My eyes gonna wet.My heart is crying so hard.That how could a person do this to you...That first she is in love with you than after sometime she is unsure about you and even after 45 days , she is unsure....This is real shock to me....Today ,she talked to me to discuss what could be the reason for her unsurity....
Again she is on the same track. In the last week from Monday to Sunday, she was talking to me normally. But after sunday evening, when we met. She was on the same track. I told earliar that she sent me a sms "what if I never get sure about you".At that time ,I asked her, did someone talk to her about me that night. She replied "NO". I listened but not agree with her answer. Because I knew that Nothing happened without the reason. And I was right. The very next day.....I asked her again and she said...."didi kah rhi thi ki apni wajah se uski life kyo kharab kar rhi ho". Yes...this was the reason why did she reply to me like this. Because I knew that when she met me..She was happy...I was feeling that she wanted to say something to me...but something was stopping her.She did not come to office on Monday...Why????? I don't know.But I know that she did not talk to me on monday too. Tuesday was also same for me.Today she was looking happy.But I was not feeling good. I was not enjoying at all.Even when I am with my friend and family then also I was in different mood. She was not going out of my mind.But Now I am realising that she went so far that I could not think about her to come back.45 days passed and she is still able to manage thing without me...And I am thinking ,when after 45 day,she is not thinking to come back then it seems impossible to me that she will come back.Each and every moment of my life, I am remembering her and whenever I thought about her..My eyes gonna wet.My heart is crying so hard.That how could a person do this to you...That first she is in love with you than after sometime she is unsure about you and even after 45 days , she is unsure....This is real shock to me....Today ,she talked to me to discuss what could be the reason for her unsurity....
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